Gegen Meinen Willen

Who wrote it?: Yours truly, Snowy.
Who's in it?: This one's orientated around Strify, Yu and Kiro. It's a YuKi love and it has cameos from Bear and a particular teacher that remains unnamed.
What's it rated?: I dunno, I'd say NC17 because it involves illegal activity.
Warnings?: Yeah, don't ever abuse your position of trust to get a bit of what you want. That means you particularly, Melissa-chan!
Disclaimer: I have nothing to do with Cinema Bizarre. And if it just so happens to be that I knew a teacher from Cambridge, well that was pure coincidence. I didn't have anyone in mind at first.

Chapter 1
~Flashback~
"Whatever you do, don't scream." He said to his victim, who was only 15 and about to lose his will to live. He was scared, fighting a losing battle with tears and trying to break free of his abuser's grip.
"Let me go; or I WILL scream!" The teenager said with fear in his voice.
"You're scared? Well don't be, I'm not going to hurt you..."
"Yes you are, that's what they all say! So let me go, or I... will... SCREAM!!!" He screamed at the top of his lungs.
"There's no point thouhg; no-one will hear you..." The abuser had his victim in a painfully tight grip and forced his way inside him. As much as he would have loved to scream for help, he couldn't becuase the pain was enough to make im faint. Everything faded to black...

...He regained consciousness of his surroundings. He was in a courtroom, watching as the judge sentenced his abuser to life imprisonment. The joy he felt ws overwhelming because he knew he needn't live in fear any longer.
~End Flashback~

*2 Years On*

"Hi, I'm Yukito, but people call me Yu for short. What's your name?"
"Kiro. Nice to meet you, Yu." They shook hands.
"Hey Kiro, don't worry. He doesn't bite!" He heard Strify say.
"I know, I'm just not very good with talking to new people."
"Since when? When I met you you were more talkative than me!"
"Yeah well things have happened since then Strify." Kiro calmly defended himself and this scared Strify more than Kiro shouting.
"So what happened, if you don't mind me asking?"
"Yu, I don't even know what happened to him to make him change, so I highly doubt he'll tell you. Not being rude or anything."
"That's fine. Kiro, I understand we've just met, but can we be friends?"
"Yeah, sure we can."
"Good. Anyway, it's better to tackle a touchy subject. So when you're good and ready you can tell us what's eating you up inside and we'll support you."
"Thanks, I hugely appreciate that."

*Time passes by*

Kiro eventually opened up to Yu and Strify; he was almost becoming his old self again. Buuuut... this one ordeal kept giving him nightmares, and only Strify knew how to calm him down, even if he didn't know exactly what Kiro suffered at 15.

Pretty soon the three amigos were living in a WG in Berlin; thataway they could let their mutual friendship blossom. It got to the point where Kiro could feel himself getting ready to confess the cause of his nightmares. But as he only recently became friends with Yu, he feared the both of them would think badly of him. But then he got thinking 'Why should I regret something I didn't wanna happen in the first place? Why should I feel bad for something that wasn't my fault? OK I was a bt naive at the time but that b*****d took advantage of me and I refuse to take his blame!'

He turned on the TV to find a news report about his abuser.
"A known paedophile has died in prison of pneumonia today, it has been confirmed. The 42-year-old male teacher from Cambridge, England, was sentenced to life imprisonment for abusing a 15-year-old exchange student from Berlin..." the new reporter said. Kiro was glad his abuser had died, he thought it was the best thing that could ever happen to him. He was also glad that Strify and Yu weren't there t watch it becuase they might have sussed out that the 15-year-old exchange student was him. This news report turned out to be a memorable one to say the least.

Chapter 2
We've come to the point where Kiro was learning to trus his amigos and with trust comes love - particularly for his dear amigo Yukito. They had a little chat one night while Strify was asleep.
"Hey Yu."
"Hey Kiro, wassup?"
"The ceiling. Anyway, I just wated to chat."
"What about?"
"Well... I think it's time you knew as much about me as Strify does, because I'm not the kind of person to tell ayone what catastrophic ordeals I go through, I'm not THAT outgoing!"
"Catastrophic ordeals! Nicely put. So carry on..."
"Well, all I can say is that I had a bad childhood. But everyone says that so let me elaborate; My family are hardcore Christians. And with hardcore Christianity comes hardcore homophobia, and I'm bisexual so to put it lightly, we didn't see eye to eye."
"Typisch!"
"You're telling me. So anyway, when I was 15, I... well, something happened that made me lose my will to live. I got really hugely deeply depressed and I was cutting myself and everything, but I'm over that now. While I was depressed I kinda lost the ability to trust people because I got all paranoid that people only got friendly with me to take advantage of me and that they did, and hey presto, I atempt suicide! But shock horror, my homophobic family actually cared enough to save their bisexual son's life and here I am now."
"Woooow... I never knew something like that could be put so..."
"Bluntly? Well, I went to a school in Wolverhampton for an exchange trip and the girl I stayed with, yeah she was htis blunt too and I caught on to say the least."
"Respect for the girl! Is she hot?"
"Hmm, yeah, but she's not my type."
"Fair enough."
"Each to their own tho, right?"
"Yeah, totally! So did you and this girl get on?"
"Very well actually, we told secrets to each other and everything. It turned out that she's been thru nuff sh-it in her life and I ain't in no posish to say exactly what. Buuut she does talk openly about it tho."
"Even more respect!"

They carried on talking and talking and talking until they fell asleep next to one another.

*Next Morning*

Strify woke up first and headed over to Kiro's room to find the bed empty. He then looked into Yu's room to find his two amigos asleep next to each other in bed. He thought 'I wonder what they could have possibly gotten up to last night?' and set his guttermind free for a moment. But only for a moment though. So as he waited for is two amigos to get up, he made breakfast for the three of them.

Kiro woke up before Yu, looked over to him and thought 'how did I end up here?' but didn't wory too much, although one rather disturbing thought did cross his mind. He shook it off and thought of Yu and he got up and dressed after his morning shower.
"So I'm uessing you two are still just friends, or...?"
"Whaddya mean? Of course we're still just friends. Your guttermind is out of control, Strify."
"It's not out of control!"
"Yes it is! Anyway..." Kiro went over to Strify to whisper in his ear something along the lines of 'Yu's hot.'
"You really think so?"
"Yeah. Whatever you were thinking though, I don't blame you."
"Thanks but you never told me you were bi."
"I did, you just have the memoryspan of a fish."
"Lies!" Strify joke-yelled.
"I tell no lie; I know the truth, muahaha!" Kiro joke-yelled back and they both laughed. And this woke Yu up. As he re-surfaced, Kiro said to him:
"Morning sleepyhead! I thought I was bad..."
"Meh... anyway, your evil laugh woke me up."
"Oh I'm sorry. Does Yu want Nurse KiKi to cure your headache?" Kiro winked at Yu and hugged him in a flirty way. Strify looked on, knowing that Kiro liked Yu.
"Strify... what have you done to Kiro?" Yu asked as he hugged Kiro back in the same flirty way.
"I've done nothing... he genuinely likes you and I'm not gunna try to get him thinking otherwise am I?"
"Aww, you do? Thanks Kiro, I like you too."
"Yatta!" Kiro and Yu hugged again, even though they never let go in the first place.

Chapter 3
As time passed by, Kiro and Yu eventually got together as a couple. They flirted and had a lot of kuschel-time, but went no further. One day, they were alone in the WG and they started making out. A feeling of discomfort started creeping its way into Kiro, but he ignored it and carried on making out with Yu, until it eventually grew too big to ignore as he felt Yu's hand on his crotch.
"No! I'm sorry, I- I- I can't... do this."
"Don't be sorry Kiro. I understand you probably weren't ready to go further; I was out of order to try and rush you." Yu tried to comfort Kiro.
"Thanks, but... but I never told you exactly what I went through."
"Why not?"
"I dunno... You're right about me not being ready, in a sense."
"Why? Please tell me what happened. I'm here for you Kiro."
"I know, but.."
"But what? A problem shared is a problem halved, so please tell me what's eating you up inside."
"I can't, it's too... it's too hard to explain."
"Nothing's too hard hun. If you've gone this long and not told anyone then you'll feel so relieved to have got it off your chest. You might even be wondering why the hell you found it so hard in the first place. So share the load... please?"
"It's not imprtant anyway."
"Yes it is... if it's stopping you from trusting me then obvously it's important."
"You really wanna know? I mean, you really think I ought to tell you? What about Strify?"
"We can tell Strify when he gets back but for now... yes, tell me. You needn't suffer in silence any longer."
"OK..." Kiro plucked up the courage by taking a deep breath... and he started to tell Yu exactly what was haunting him.
"You know I went to Wolverhampton for an exchange trip when I was 15..."
"Right..."
"Well, a particular teacher took an unusual liking to me..."
"Oh. Carry on..."
"Um... one evening the teacher gave me and my exchange partner a lift back to hers, and he drove to somewhere secluded nearby her area..."
"Right... carry on Kiro..."
"He took me out but left her in the car. And that's when he took me somewhere away from the car and err..." Kiro was trying to find the best way to word this and he could feel himself welling up but resisted the temptation.
"He what?"
"He raped me, to be blunt. She managed to escape out of his car, found us nad called the police and err... he got sentenced to life imprisonment."
"Is this the same girl who taught you to be blunt?"
"Yeppers." Kiro felt so relieved to have got that off his chest.
"High five for her! What happened to the teacher?"
"He never got out of prison. He died of pneumonia last month." Kiro said with a smile on his face.
"How do you know?"
"It was on the news."
"Huh... so he was a known paedophile?"
"Yep."
"And he was able to work in a school?"
"Amazingly, yep. He got through the CRB with no questions asked."
"What's a CRB?"
"Oh, in particular careers you have to have a CRB so the employer knows you're not a paedophile or a mass murderer or anything like that."*
"Oh right. Dude..." Strify returned to the WG.
"Strify, you know Kiro got raped...?"
"WHAT?! When?!"
"When I was 15."
"Where?!"
"Wolverhampton."
"Dude... so THAT'S why you went all iffy on me..."
"Yep."
"You're one brave guy Kiro."
"Thankyou, thankyou very much."
"You're very welcome."
"To be honest, you're right Yu. I can't believe it hauntred me for this long and I found it this hard to get it out. It even gave me nightmares dude... but now you know, I can move on right?"
"Yeah. I was shocked to hear it said so bluntly."
"I think anyone would react that way except my good friend from England."
"Why?"
"Cause she's the same."

And they carried on talking and talking and talking.

*A month later*

This English friend of Kiro's came to visit Berlin on holiday. She got the address to the WG from Kiro because they were still in touch and she made her way there. Before she got to the WG, she saw Kiro walk out.
"Bear!"
"Kiro! How are you?"
"Goooood, good. I'm feeling uber-optimistic aout life, looking at it the way you do."
"Brilliant. So... found a girlfriend?"
"Noo..." Kiro said with a cheeky smile.
"Boyfriend?"
"Yeah..."
"Ooh, let me watch you two Get Off sometime, yeah?"
"I s'pose..."
"So who is he?"
"Err... YU!!" Yu came out.
"Oh... good choice Kiro." Bear found him attractive.
"We're officially together as of last month."
"Oh, very niiiice. Do you have any other roomies hidden in there?"
"Yeah, Strify. Oh, talk of the Devil..." Strify also came out of the WG.
"Ooh baby!" Bear found Strify even more attractive.
"So you're the English friend Kiro's always teling us about?"
"Aww Kiro, you're super kawaii! Err, yeah that's me. Call me Bear."
"OK Bear." Strify and Bear shook hands. It looked like mutual love at first sight.
They all went shopping together.

[ Author's note: *I have to go through a CRB on Monday so the police know I'm safe to metor a fellow student. I think you have to do one when you wanna go into care, social work, teaching, medicine... Melissa you can quote me right? ]

Chapter 4
So they were all in the city centre having a laugh during lunch at the nearest outdoor cafe when Bear noticed someone familiar.
"Oh. My. God... I thought he died in prison?"
"Who?"
"HIM, Kiro... look." She pointed to the familiar guy so Kiro could see.
"Oh... come with me Bear. We have some unfinished business to attend to." Kiro took Bear's hand and walked over to the guy.
"Hey, do you remember us at all?" Bear asked the guy.
"Yeah, I do actually..."
"And what do you have to say for yourself?"
"Uh, not much."
"Oh so you wanted to have him?"
"Well... you put it so bluntly..."
"Of course, blunt is the best way to be! So come on, you owe us an apology at least..."
"Do I?"
"YES! You locked ME in your car and abused your position as a teacher to get a bit of an underage exchange student!"
"OK but I highly doubt an apology would do anything."
"Well it would tell us that you're showing a bit of remorse..."
"Fine I'm sorry."
"Thanks, but A) You don't mean that and B) it's not quite enough."
"What do you want me to do to make you two feel better?"
"Err, how's about you f*** off and die like you were meant to do 2 months ago?" Kiro asked.
"Wouldn't it be easier if you two killed me yourselves?"
"Naah, we don't wanna be guilty for killing someone who already deserves to die. Ooh, if Death Notes existed..." Before the teacher could react to this, Kiro puched him hard in the face and the force sent him falling to the ground.
"That'll do. Bye Bye." Kiro and Bear went back over to Strify and Yu.
"God the way he seemed to not give a f***... made me wanna kill him." Bear said and went into ne of her little rants about everything that f***ed her off.

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The following fortnight, Bear had to go back to Wolverhampton so the three amigos took her back to the airport, and it was a teary goodbye a la Bear. As they watched her leave, Yu and Kiro put their arms around each other and made their way back to Kiro's car, still in each other's arms.

*20 minutes later*

They eventually got back to their WG to find their bandmates Shin and Luminor.
"Howdy!" Strify greeted the two.
"How's things?" Shin asked.
"Good, good. What brings you two here?"
"We only wanted to visit; Jeez is that too much to ask nowadays?"
"No, not at all. Come on, let's get in; I'm freezing!" Yu said.
"You should wear more clothes then shouldn't you?" Kiro said flirtily.
"What, and make you suffer? I don't think so."
"You're so kind, but your health is more imprtant than trying to provoke me to jump you."
"Whoever said that?"
"I did. I can warm you up later if you like though..."
"Ooh, yummy! I'm looking forward to that." Shin and Luminor stared in disbelief-slash-amazement at this mutual shameless flirting between the two lovers.
"Oh, I never told you! Yu and Kiro are a couple. They've been together a couple of months..." Strify remembered to tell Shin and Lu.
"Riiiight, I thought it was some sort of inside joke..." Shin had a blond moment there.

So they eventually get into the WG and had a nice hot beverage that goes by the name of hot chocolate... even though Kiro lives for coffee.

Chapter 5
Yu and Kiro snuck their way into their bedroom for some alone time.
"Are you ready now Kiro?" Yu asked.
"Yep. I'm ready, willing and able and anyway, I've been longing for you." Kiro replied ass he caressed Yu's face and moved in for a kiss. Yu kissed back with much passion and longing and they were both really getting into this because the truth was that they hadn't got it on since Kiro's confession. And it was a worthwhile wait because before long they'd started giving each other hand jobs and Kiro thoroughly enjoyed every minute of it because he was no longer haunted by the trauma of that exchange visit.

They were undressing each other as they got it on and were both finding this experience highly pleasurable. Before long, Kiro had handcuffed Yu to the bed and was kissing his body... his entire body.

Meanwhile...

Noises a la YuKi could be heard from the bedroom.
"Someone's having fun..." Strify commented.
"Of course they're having fun... when did they last Get Off?"
"Um... I think that's their first time."
"Wow... why the long wait?"
"Kiro was having trouble getting over a particular ordeal."
"Oh right. It's probably not your place to say..."
"True. How he can be so blunt about it all is beyond me."
"Whaddya mean? Would he just say out right 'I got raped' or summat?"
"Hold on... I hope tha twas just a coinkidink."
"What, the 'I got raped' bit?"
"Yeah, cuz he did."
"Oh... sorry." Shin said in the smallest voice he could muster.
"It's OK. But you're right though."
"Fair do's. Oh, I can hear orgasms..."
"Shin, you are so bizarre." Luminor said.
"Thankyou. Thankyou very much." Shin took Lu's comment as a compliment purely to add to his bizarreness.

Meanwhile...

Yu and Kiro were resting in bed after their marathon sex session and it was so much they were practically asleep.
"So... glad we waited?"
"Very. We should do that again sometime."
"Totally. But for now, we nap."
"Good idea." Kiro said as he yawned and snuggled up to Yu and they slept.

The End.

Aww poor Kiro he gets such a tough ride in fanfiction! Kiro this is the reason that you don't read fanfiction, okays?

Loved it though, as always mucho impressed

Thanks Ozzy! Alei got a bit upset by part of it though but that's the only time I've actually affected someone through fanfic.

Kiro, do NOT read any more fanfictions! PLEASE?!?! Do it to save your sanity!

Aww you affect me with your fanfiction sometimes, it can be pretty moving stuffs!

And Kiro, seriously if you read on then your asking for the years of therapy that you'll need by the end of it!

Really? Well you should say something then!

Kiro, I agree with Oz, you do not want years of therapy!!!

Sorry, I will make sure I do in future!

Well, I think after the first 100 fictions I think he might've seen sense and gone to try out some of these suggestions on Strify!

Ey up... And I'm sure Strify wouldn't mind his pet totally coming onto him, lyk!

It had to be said...I had WAY too many Strify x Kiro images in my head!
And of course he wouldn't, he may even start some of it

StrifyxKiro images are the most fun. They're the reason I'm such a guttermind, it's all based on Kiro being Strify's pet and it ALL spawned from there.

Thanks Elise!! Glad you like it!!