What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue)

Subject: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Fri Mar 07, 2008 9:29 pm

Title: What Dreams Are Made Of
Author: Oz
Part: 3/3
Paring: Luminor & Shin
Rating: PG
Beta: Hughes
Disclaimer: I don't own Cinema Bizarre; the band or the music. I don't believe this ever took place anywhere excepting my twisted imagination.
Summary: No Sleep & Sweet Dreams finally draw to a close.
Author’s Note: Sorry to everyone who waited so long for this, and thank you for baring with me. I have terrible writer's block sometimes and others I'm such a perfectionist. I'm not entirely happy with this but I thought, enoughs enough let's just post it. So enjoy!

Luminor’s arm swung up and hit him in the face. He awoke with a start. He sat up and took in his surroundings; he had fallen asleep in the living room again. This was becoming something of a habit for the 22 year old.

He groaned at the clock that only read 5:15 am. He admitted defeat, knowing that the chances of him fitting in anymore sleep were more than slim. He decided that a walk might clear his head before he had to face the day.

Shin lay on his back starring at the ceiling. His mind was still with the thoughts of his lover. He smiled at a past memory; reminding him of what it felt like to be in Luminor’s arms. He recalled the smell and warmth as if his friend was still holding him.

Shin rolled over and looked at the clock. He couldn’t believe that time was going so slowly. Shin hit his head off a nearby wall, he couldn’t just lay here anymore; he decided he needed walk.

Luminor found himself in the park. The chilling breeze was relaxing; it had a cleansing affect on his mind. He took a seat on a neighbouring bench. He smiled at the solitude; the park was deserted excepting a few birds who whistled happily in the glow of a rising sun.

Shin pulled on a jacket and headed out the front door. The world was strangely quiet, early in the morning, the usually bustling city was desolate; there was no traffic on the roads and no faces on the streets. He found the silence odd and slightly unnerving. His eyes found the park; a place of sanctuary for Shin sometimes when he needed to gather his thoughts. It had been the place that he had decided to pursue his lover no matter the costs. He entered the gates.

Luminor hummed to himself watching the wild life. He leant back quite content to pass the time in this almost forgotten haven. Something moved out of the corner of his eye. Luminor turned around to investigate. His eyes fell on Shin; his heart skipped a beat as their eyes met.

Shin stopped dead in his tracks, feeling a jolt in the pit of stomach, standing face to face with his lover. He gave an awkward but friendly smile. Luminor hauled himself up off of the bench and stood up; he approached Shin with caution. Shin held out his arms to the keyboard player; he smiled broadly and held the younger boy close to his heart. Both of them shared an awkward but loving embrace; neither of them was sure of what to say and the silence stretched on.

Luminor finally broke the silence when he leant his head on the drummer’s shoulders and whispered in his deep, husky voice…
“I miss you”
Shin took in a long breath as he slowly tipped his head to look Luminor in the eyes. He had longed to hear those words although his lover spoke them to him so softly and so clearly in his dreams.
“I miss you too”
Four words had never meant so much to Luminor in his entire life as they did in that precise moment. He decided now was the time to think with his heart rather than his head or he may never find the courage in himself to confess his true feelings. He moved to eye level with Shin; he kissed the younger boy as passionately as he could muster in spite of his nerves. The blonde haired boy kissed back feeling like this kiss was every bit as special as the movies led you to believe and for the first time in his life there was truly a moment that he wished would never end.

Of course, as with everything in life, all good things come to an end; Luminor pulled back in hope of a conversation to resolve the situation between the pair and maybe put his mind at rest. Shin took hold of Luminor’s face in his gentle hands and kissed him deep and fluent.
“I need you” he spoke the words so softly that they were almost in audible, but with the stillness of the morning, Luminor heard the tender words. The dark haired boy rested against his younger lover. There was no time quite like the present to admit how he felt.
“I love you, Shin” he was surprised at how clearly the words formed leaving his mouth and how loud they were in the background of the early morning.
“I love you too” Shin replied not wasting a second; they had lost so much to wasted time already and he planned never to waste another moment. He took Luminor by the hand.
“I’m sorry about…”
A finger had been pressed against his lips, silencing his words.
“You are not the one that needs to be sorry, it’s me” Luminor explained “Can you ever forgive me?”
Shin glanced up at his lover before nodding his head. Luminor’s face split into a genuine smile. There was no longer a need for words; in each others arms they watched the morning rise on a new day and a new beginning.

The End! (Finally)

Subject: Re: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Sat Mar 08, 2008 4:54 am

YES FIRST COMMENT!! I love iiiiiiit! I've been waiting for this to be done! EEEEEEE Very Happy

Subject: Re: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Sun Mar 09, 2008 8:11 pm

IreadthisonCBUKandIwubbedit... excited

Subject: Re: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Mon Mar 10, 2008 8:46 pm

huggles all round! Thanks for waiting so long guys...I'm starting to think that annoying the hell out of you BF works wonders. He actually helped me with some of this so I could just get the last bit finished!

Subject: Re: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Tue Mar 11, 2008 2:00 am

Go Bill! (Haha I know your bf's name! Do I seem stalkerish yet?)

Subject: Re: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Tue Mar 11, 2008 9:08 pm

Nah, you don't and I told him you said "Go Bill!" and how'd you know that or have I said it before and forgotten? Or are you secretly my stalker? disapointed

Subject: Re: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Tue Mar 25, 2008 10:42 pm

Muahaha, for all you know, I could be! Muahahah! Twisted Evil

Just kidding, I don't stalk people. Not blatantly anywayz... Twisted Evil

I think you told me his name somewhere else, probs on CBUKST.

Subject: Re: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Wed Mar 26, 2008 9:23 pm

Yeah probably...I don't remember stuff! I'm writing fanfiction that includes my Bill, so you'll be able to read that soon...or at least the first chapter!

You don't mind being in my fiction, do you?

Subject: Re: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Fri Apr 04, 2008 4:27 am

Of course not! I'd love to be in your fiction! I'm in the Knitter and Nutter story now and again so wahey! lol!

Subject: Re: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Wed Apr 09, 2008 9:19 pm

Ooo awesome Hug

I think I have something like 2 pages of my CB fic...the chapter's not finished yet though!

Subject: Re: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Fri Apr 11, 2008 10:58 pm

Wo0t! I don't die and come back as a Shinigami do I? D=

Subject: Re: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Thu May 29, 2008 11:50 pm

I love this series. I thought i'd have issues with the paring but the angst of the first parts and sweet end made me lose focus of the issues and go awwww... keep up the great work!!!!

Subject: Re: What Dreams Are Made Of (Epilogue) Mon Jun 02, 2008 7:20 pm

Aww thanks, Malin Hug

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