No Sleep!

Subject: No Sleep! Sat Jan 12, 2008 4:58 pm

Title: No Sleep!
Author: Oz
Part: 1/1
Paring: Luminor & Shin
Rating: PG
Beta: Hughes
Disclaimer: I don't own Cinema Bizarre; the band or the music. I don't believe this ever took place anywhere excepting my twisted imagination.
Summary: Luminor remembers the past and a failed love affair.
Author’s Note: This is my FIRST ever Cinema Bizarre fanfiction. This is a one part episode unless you all think I should maybe write more than that!

The long dark haired boy, opened his pale blue eyes. Sleep, for him, did not come easy these days. Not ever since he had messed things up.

He sat up and rubbed his temple with his left hand. The clock on his bedside table read 4:26 am. He groaned loudly, knowing he probably wouldn't get back to sleep; he pulled himself out of bed.

As he straightened up, he caught sight of himself in the mirror. When had he started to look this old?

He found himself in his elegantly decorated living room. Taking a seat on his sofa, he lit himself a cigarette.

Whilst his eyes focussed on nothing in particular, his mind only focussed on one thing; the past. It was a strange, haunting thing, the past; taunting you with memories that you could never change -wish as you might- and leaving you with a sunken, hollow feeling.

Things had been very different when he had been with Shin. The younger boy had always been prepared to stay up and listen to anything troubling Luminor, with a keen and caring ear. He had also done his up most to fill the void in Luminor's heart and preoccupy his mind.

But in order for Shin to understand his friend's strange behaviour, Luminor would have to open up to the younger boy; something Luminor -because of his past- found most difficult.

Shin never liked taking 'no' as an answer. He often continued to question Luminor in an attempt to sympathise with his friend's pain.

But Luminor never seemed to answer enough. He often felt that his younger friend was being too intrusive. It left Shin feeling pushed away.

One night, the difference of opinion amongst the pair came to a head. It ended with a lot of hurt on both sides and with Shin leaving, shortly after announcing that things were over.

As big as the void Shin had filled with his presence, he left behind when he called things off.

Luminor picked up an old photograph of the pair. He took a long hard look at it; the happiest he'd ever been and the happiest he'd probably ever be. That struck Luminor as the funniest thing about the past; it filled you with so many regrets.

Luminor stubbed out his cigarette and wiped his eyes before slowly allowing them to close.

The End

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Sun Jan 13, 2008 3:12 am

Awww, write more please!! Pleeeease? *puppy dog eyes*

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Mon Jan 14, 2008 2:15 pm

How sweet; in a terribly melancholic way.
I love the descriptive writing and please do continue.
I love you

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Mon Jan 14, 2008 7:32 pm

Thanks girls *Hugs*
I think I'll write more from Shin's POV

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 15, 2008 2:48 am

Yayyyy! *boogies* I can't wait!

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 15, 2008 8:48 pm

I don't know when I'll finish but I've started Smile

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 15, 2008 8:51 pm

That's the same with me, sometimes I just wanna finish a fanfiction but with all the thoughts I get I can't because I wanna put it all down and then it makes it an even longer fanfic.

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 15, 2008 8:54 pm

I end up somewhere I didnt expect and then I'm thinking "How do I end it now?"

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 15, 2008 8:57 pm

So do I, because I'm a spontaneous writer.

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 15, 2008 9:21 pm

I guess I am too scratch

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 15, 2008 9:23 pm

Being spontaneous is great, because you read back and just laugh thinking 'What the hell was I thinking?'

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 15, 2008 9:45 pm

I do...everytime I read my TH fanfic Gluttony and Sloth!

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 15, 2008 10:30 pm

Really? Kewl. I think I'm like that with every fanfic of mine. Not to mention everything seems to happen at once. Smile

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 15, 2008 10:48 pm

Yeah...and then you're like "what do I put here?"

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Wed Jan 16, 2008 2:24 am

Yeah, totally! And you struggle to think of what happens next because everything you've planned has happened and because you can't think of anything else you tend to have to extend what you planned in later chapters. Smile

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Thu Jan 17, 2008 5:01 pm

*watches conversation like tennis match*

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Thu Jan 17, 2008 8:27 pm

Yeah I'm absolutely terrible *sigh* this is why I get to a certain point and then I'm stuck...and assignments don't help!

@ Breakingvanity, sorry are we making your head spin? Btw, love the signature!

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Fri Jan 18, 2008 2:13 pm

Yes, headspins are always fun ;P
Thank 'ee!
Sigs are always something to be stared at and appreciated for it's yumminess as so many other sigs in this forum have provided me with entertainment ;P

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 22, 2008 12:40 am

Like whose? scratch

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 22, 2008 12:24 pm

Oh...i wonder!
*stares at Strify's torso*

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 22, 2008 7:08 pm

Mine, you say? Yeah well Strify is hot so... hehe, just thought I'd flaunt it a lil bit...

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 22, 2008 7:13 pm

There's so much to flaunt, why not?

No one liking the Shin sig, then?

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 22, 2008 7:21 pm

Awww, is ickle Oz jealous? *pets Oz in attempt to comfort her* Yours is good too... Mine's just unmissable due to its size!

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 22, 2008 8:00 pm

*Sulks* I want attention lol!

Subject: Re: No Sleep! Tue Jan 22, 2008 9:32 pm

I know you do... *huggles Oz*