Too Much Love Will Kill You

Too Much Love Will Kill You
Who Wrote it?: Yours truly, Snowy
Who's in it?: Me, Strify and Bill Kaulitz.
What's the genre?: It's got some shonen-ai in it, I promise but it's also got romance, drama and a bit of angst. An all-round hybrid basically.
Rateages!: I'd say 15 because it has one smex scene and a tad more kink along with it not to mention suicide and violence.
Warnings?:Yeah, see above!
Disclaimer - the boring bit:I do not own or know Cinema Bizarre or Tokio Hotel and the one bit that's true is the TH winning Inter Act at EMAs bit.

Chapter 1
~Flashback~
Joss Stone was presenting the award for Inter Act at the Europe Music Awards. Moment Of Truth.
"And the winner is... Tokio Hotel!"
The band known as Tokio Hotel were amazed at winning htis award, so they got onto the stage, gratefully received the award and Bill gave a speech in English. It was something along the lines of:
"Two years ago, we released our debut single in Germany. We never thought we'd come as far as to win this award. We are very proud of our fans, thankyou so much!" As Bill said this, they got a video message rom a band they didn't recognise.
"Hey, we are Cinema Bizarre, and we'd like to say congratulations to Tokio Hotel for winning the Inter Act award. We're very proud that a fellow German band could win such a prestigious award. Thankyou!" said Strify, the lead singer. Bill felt an overwheming feeling of love at first sight for this Strify guy, and wished that one day they'd meet face-to-face.
~End Flashback~

Since that day, all Bill could think about was this beautiful stranger named Strify. You could say it was almost tearing him apart, not being able to meet him. He hoped that htis stranger would love him back, as unlikely as it seemed. He had no idea what kind of person Strify was; whether he was romantic or whether he just liked to play mind games. He also didn't know that Strify had taken an interest in Bill, to say the least.

One day, during a break from touring, Bill went to do some shopping to help clear is head and for some fresh air. While he was there, he met a girl. She didn't tell him her name, but they got along well. They got to the subjects of love and music and Bill confessed to this stranger that he had a crush on this male German singer whose name he didn't know. He showed her a picture of this mystery singer and she said:
"Oh, that's Strify. I have a crush on him too, but to be honest you stand more of a chance with him than I do."
"Why?"
"Well, I'm not famous; you are. You're more likely to meet him at some point."
"I hope I do..."
"Me too."

*a fair bit of time later*

Bill and Strify did eventually meet face-to-face, and there was an uncanny chemistry between them. They got to know each other gradually, and were faling for each other in the process.
One day, Strify and Bill had a little rendez-vous in a little city called Wolverhampton, and guess who they bumped into?
"Snowy!" Strify called. Bill got confused. He said nothing though.
"Hi guys, I see you eventually got together then?" She recognised Bill as she said this.
"Yeah, um, I suppose. Small world, eh?" Bill said nervously.
"You're teling me. Right, as both of you look confused as hell, I'll explain. Some months ago I met Bill here in Wolves while he was getting a bit of retail therapy. I met Strify in a similar sitch funnily enough. I must admit, the both of you seemed eager to meet each other from what you told me..."
"But Strify knew your name..."
"Oh, right. About that. Well, i suppose it's a bad habit that sometimes I forget to introduce myself, sorry Bill. So... now you know my name - well, it's a nickname really - can we all be friends?"
"Sure, I don't see why not."
Needless to say, they became good friends with Snowy.

Chapter 2
You know the sitch; Bill and Strify alone together, they flirt a bit - OK, profusely - and it gets to the point where they can't resist the temptation any longer. As they start to move in for a kiss, Strify decided to tease Bill a bit by edging away from him everytime he got too close for comfort, so to speak. This teasing session didn't last very long though, because Strify eventually kissed Bill and he retaliated, giving Strify the idea that he was so longing for it all evening. This soon turned into a nice and steamy make-out session, with hands all over each other and everything without going all the way.
"Mmh... ichliebedich..." Bill managed t say in between rough yet passionate kisses.
"Ichdichauch..." Strify only just managed to reply.

They eventually got to the bedroom, still making out in the process. As they got into said bedroom, their pace became quicker and rougher until they eventually went all the way.
"Wow... I never thought I'd... mmh... enjoy anything... as much as this!" Bill commented between pleasured moans.
"Well... let's just say... I know exactly... how to please." Strify replied as he continued to 'please' Bill.
"Oh my..." Bill said as he was about to go into climax. The feeling was mutual, needless to say.

Meanwhile, Snowy returned from her meet-up early. She found that the living room was empty and the bedroom door was closed. As naturally curious as she was, she opened the bedroom door to find Strify giving Bill head. She - as well as Strify and Bill - froze on the spot for a split second and she closed the bedroom door again. Her reaction was admittedly unexpected - she squeed and acted like a total fangirlie! This obviously meant that she was happy to see them together. She gave htem itme to get dressed before saying to them:
"Guys, I am so sorry for walking in on you two like that."
"No, we're sorry for not locking the door! You're not mad at us are you?"
"Noooo, God no! Why would I be? I must admit I went all fangirlie after seeing THAT..."
"Snowy, you amaze me." Bill said. He obviously didn't expect to hear that.
"Hehe, well I do try."

*Time flies by...*

As much as he loved Strify, Bill couldn't help but to feel some lust for Snowy. Sometimes he'd see her and think 'Ooh, I so wanna f*** you' but then he'd remember that he has a boyfriend. He kept these fantasies to himself needless to say. Although, ne day he did manage to pluck up the courage to tell Snowy about how he was feeling:
"Hey Snowy, I dunno who else to talk to about this, but... have you ever been in a relationship and wanted to Get Off with someone else?"
"Yeah I have... why? Are you thinking of cheating on Strify?"
"Yeah. I dunno why... I love him, I really do, but I want to... I dunno, feel in control for once..."
"Who's ass are you after?"
"Can't say."
"Yes you ca- oh... it's me innit?"
Bill nodded with a look of shame in his eyes.
"Don't be ashamed, Bill. It's natural. Buuut I don't want to be a homewrecker..."
"That doesn't matter, it's only lust! Surely you've felt a similar way...?"
"I have but-" Before she could say another word he kissed her full-on. She retaliated but pulled away and said:
"I don't want to hurt Strify."

Chappies 3 and 4 coming up!

Chapter 3
"We won't hurt Strify; he needn't know."
"Bill that's even worse! I don't want to lie to him!"
"We won't be! We'll only be doing something he doesn't know about..."
"Yeah and that means we're not being entirely honest with him and I think that's realy unfair."
"Snowy stop arguing and kiss me."
"I can't-" Bill kissed her full-on again. She retaliated and didn't bother arguing with him again.

They should have cinsidered themselves lucky that Strify was away on tour with Cinema Bizarre, because while he was away, Bill and Snowy were at it all day every day just to overcome their feelings of lust. Snowy was starting to feel so guilty for doing this with Bill, because Bill and Strify were a couple and she couldn't stand the idea of breaking them up, intended or not. While she was feeling lust for Bill, she was starting to feel something else for Strify, and she knew this because of how often she kept in touch with him. She missed him dearly and wished she could just be honest with him.

*Two months later*

"When Strify gets back, it has to end between us Bill."
"No it doesn't."
"Yes it does, Strify is one of my best friends and I'd hate to see him upset."
"OK, you win, but when he has to go again it's back on."
"Not if I have anything to do with it." Snowy gave Bill and evil glare that told him she meant it. There was a short silence before Strify returned.
"I'm baack! Have you two missed me?" Strify said happily.
"I have, Strify-chan!" Snowy hugged him tight because she did miss him and as a subliminal apology for sleeping with Bill countless times while he was away on tour. he hugged back just as tightly.
"Bill, can we talk?" Strify asked.
"Yeah sure. What about?"
"Us... Y'see, I've been thinking. Maybe we should go our separate ways for a while..."
"That's fine. Whatever you feel is right." Bill replied whilst sneakily shooting an evil glare at Snowy as if to say 'I hope you're happy'. Snowy stared back as if to say 'Don't pull that one on me b-i-t-c-h!' becuase she knew exactly what he was playing at. He was trying to guilt-trip her for something she was reluctant to do in the first place! She felt Strify wrap his`arms around her and he said:
"I've missed you so much."
"I've missed you too Strify-chan."
"Bill-san, I hope we can stay friends..."
"Sure thing, Strify-san." The two guys shook hands as if to seal the deal.

Chapter 4
Everytime Strify had to go out, Bill would corner Snowy and say something like:
"You know you still want me."
"Oh do I now? Well, I'm a one-man girl and Strify is my one man. Got it?"
"Pah, to think I was your one man at one point..."
"Are you trying to call me a w-h-o-r-e?"
"Yeah, I am actually." She rugby-tackled him to the wall.
"How DARE you call me a w-h-o-r-e! You don't f*** with me, Bill Kaulitz because if you do, you'll be VEEEEERY sorry. Got that?" Bill didn't answer. She banged his head against the wall.
"I SAID... you f***in GOT THAT B-I-T-C-H?!?!" Snowy repeated.
"Yes! Now get the f*** off me!" Snowy reluctantly did as she was told.
"This isn't over, it never was over between us." Bill stated.
"It's over when I say it's over."
"No Snowy, it's over when I say it's over. Get that b-i-t-c-h!" He had his hand round Snowy's throat. She went blind with rage and rammed him against the wall again.
"DON'T!!... Call me... a b-i-t-c-h, It might just be the last thing you'll ever do." She cast him an evil glance, and kissed his lips softly as if to lure him into a trap, and it worked.
"Oh, so you're playing it that way are you?" Bill asked flirtatiously.
"Yeah baby." She led him into the bedroom, undressed him and sneakily handcuffed him to the bed. Once she'd done that, she covreed his mouth with duct tape so he could barely speak. She left him handcuffed to the bed, naked and gagged so he was rendered defenceless. She decided to tease him a bit, and ran a feather duster up and down his body. Bill was almos in tears because the sensation was unbearably fantastic. Snowy enjoyed torturing Bill like this.
"This is what you get for messing with Sophie Benton." She strategically placed the feathers on the duster where his c-o-c-k was and left him in the bedroom.
Just as she'd closed the door, Strify returned.
"Hey Strify-chan." She kissed his lips softly.
"Hey Snowy-chan. How are you?" He kissed back.
"Well, I'm feeling really kinky right now so maybe you might be up for a little kinkytime...?"
"Well now, this is an offer I can't refuse. Where's Bill?"
"Taking a nap in the master bedroom."
"Looks like we'l have to go to the guest room then."
"Not necessarily, ew could always just stay here..." Snowy said as she started to unbutton Strify's shirt.
"Wow, we're feeling really kinky today, no?"
"Hell yeah baby." They started to kiss softly, then it eventually turned into a steamy make-out session and you can guess th rest...

Chappies 5 and 6 coming up!

Chapter 5
*more time goes by...*
By this time Snowy had been Getting Off with both boys and it was proving a challenge trying to keep the two of them from suspecting anything. The truth was that she loved Strify but Bill was still getting some with her at every possible opportunity and she was trying to break free from Bill's grip but he kept holding on even tighter. As much as Snowy wanted to just stop her affair with Bill, he kept his word he said that he called the shots and to be quite frank, this almost drove Snowy to the point of suicide. She wrote the following note:

"Strify-chan, I love you so d-a-m-n much, but right now my life is a total mess. I'd tell you what's wrong but then I fear I'll be risking ruining your friendship with Bill-san. Please forgive me for all the things I've done to annoy you, upset you... everything bad I've done to you, please forgive me. Don't think badly of me.
Gomenasai.
Snowy
xxxx"

She locked herself in the bathroom where she had access to all things necessary for suicide: sleeping pills, razorblades... She'd taken a bottle of sleeping pills from a little cabinet thing and eventually swallowed the lot of them. Immediately afterwards, she got a razorblade and cut her wrist really deep and passed out as she watched herself bleed. Soon everything was black.

Meanwhile, Strify and Bill had returned. They looked all over the flat for Snowy, not realising for a split second that the bathroom door was locked. It took them about 20 minutes to break into the bathroom and find Snowy lying unconscious on the floor with the note in her hand. Strify took the note, read it and couldn't hold back the tears. Bill read hte note too, and felt a humongous surge of guilt. He called the ambulance as quickly as he could.

*At the hospital*
"Is she OK?" Strif ywas so worried.
"She's stable but her body's taken a d-a-m-n good bit of damage, having swallowed a whole bottle of sleeping pills and a deep enough wound to lose a fatal amount of blood."
"D-a-m-n... can we see her?"
"It's not entirely recommended but I don't see why not." The two boys went to see her.

Although Snowy was unconscious, she could see a small white light slowly growing larger and larger, and she could hear her dad's voice but it took her a while to figure out that he was saying 'Don't give up, not now, don't look into the light! Hang in there...' She could then hear her own voice repeat 'Not the white light, not the white light, not the white light...'

"Time of death, 18:35" As Bill and Strify were still there, they knew she'd be gone forever. They both let tears overcome them and hugged each other in grief.

Chapter 6
*The Funeral*
All of Snowy's family and friends attended her funeral, along with Bill and Strify. No-one at the funeral could stop crying because Snowy was a much loved person.

Miraculously, halfway through the service, Snowy managed to wake up. She didn't know how she managed to wake up, she;d been "dead" for 8 days! She was so sure she could hear her dad's voice while she was unconscious, and she felt as though the white light had blinded her. She started to feel her own body just to check that she was alive and indeed she was. She started to get scared because she was necrophobic, taphophobic AND claustrophobic and she tried to make a sound - any sound - but she couldn' because her voice gone and her coffin was padded. So she somehow managed to knock her coffin onto the floor and this scared the living s-h-i-t out of everybody that was there. While Snowy was tryingto escape from her coffin prior to its fall onto the floor, Strify and Bill agreed to give it one more go in memory of her. The look of sheer horror on everyone's faces as she calmbered out of her coffin was priceless. She was utterly confused as to what was happening.
"Snowy! I thought you'd died!" Strify called out.
"I did - well, this white light kept coming closer and closer and I was trying my d-a-m-n hardest not to succumb but it kind of sucked me in and for the past 8 days I'd been trying to get away from the light and only about a couple of minutes ago did I manage to come back."
"That makes no sense."
"It wouldn't; you haven't been dead!"
"Snowy, you really do amaze me." Bill repeated.
"Well..."

The End

Feedback muchly appreciated please.

Great stuff so far I'm printing it so I can get more of a chance to read it!

You're what? Hey, it's only a 6-chappie story. That's the complete story hun. But I am glad you like it.

I have to print it or I'll never read it! I only manage the first chapter on computers and then I'm being interupted! I actually never mangage to read anything so I always print, read and store for a time I feel like reading it again! But it is mighty spangly stuffs

Thankyouuu!

Wow, that was great stuffs I have it my Hello Kitty fanfiction folder now!

Aww thankyouuu!

Glad you didn't die...I was like "NOOOOOO!"

Hehe, I did but I came back. No worry... I like killing myself off in a fanfic because Just The Two of Us will be highly entertaining to say the least.

Aww cool! I think I might have to write a fanfiction that I'm in...I've never done that before...I don't think there's any fiction out there with me in

There is... it's called If You Love Brokeback Mountain and I'll post it soon. I promise. I always prefer to write fanfics with me in, they're more fun.

Uber-sweet-awesomeness! I must read!!!

I'm thinking I'll have to write one with me in soon; don't know how it'll end up though.

If you like, you can write in 1st Person and have different POVs.

That might be an idea and a half I guess I'll have to have certain friends in it as well though!

YAY! Like who? Not me, surely? *delirious*

Yeah like you *noogie*

YAYYYY! I'd love to be in one of your fictions! It's fair then.

Hehe! Well then consider yourself in my current project!

BOOYAKASHA!!!